I took a chance, rolled the dice. I played the odds on love, on the possibility of a relationship, on us and I crapped out. I'm not bitter, not mad, just torn.
Funny thing is that when my phone goes off, I reach for it only to be disappointed because it's not you. I tried to drown my misery by saturating my idle time in her presence. What should be good times actually end up being long & drawn out moments of Hell. She's not the Heaven that I once experienced.
Truth of the matter is that I miss you...and wish you'd come around by at least coming around. But then you'd just be in the same place that I am with old girl...settling. And who wants that.
If you can't love the one you want... Love the one you're with, right?
~fin
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